and she loved.
She felt and embraced the beauty of being in love.
She was in love with her hopes and her dreams.
Although, there was something she missed.. She felt complete.
On some nights, she wept and held herself tight but she never felt sorry.
At times, she felt confused, lost and alone then she finds comfort in all that surrounds her.
She was grateful to know.. that even if her heart aches it will not destroy her.
She still smiled about the little things.. about the memories that felt good.
She didn’t forget, although at some point she wanted to detach herself once again.
She wanted to rid herself of emotions to never again feel, but she knew this would mean she would lose herself again.
She laughed at all that was painful because she knew there were far better reasons to.
She allowed herself to feel and grieve, to regret and question then she wiped her tears.
She doesn’t fear to get hurt because she knows it is what keeps her going.
Her emotions, the whirlwind of emotions she possessed is what allows her to live.
She feels chaotic at times but she knows when to stop.
She is whole without the presence of another.
Oddly, she was happy enough. She’s always happy enough.
She finds serenity in everything she does.
She’s content but hungry for success and despite her sorrows..
she still loved and will continue to do so.