Being with him, allowed me to discover certain thoughts, ideas, and talents that I lost track of or never paid attention to. He somehow brought out that part that I had lost, he brought out that creative, innovative, inventive side of me I lost track of. Although, he bruised a part of me, I’ll always be grateful for inspiring and triggering those traits that I recently rediscovered. Occasionally, likes to take risks when after research and studies show that the odds are in his favor.He likes to assess probability and a lot of his actions are based on this. He likes to study the history and defines what’s current through it’s past.A good practice to follow but you can’t judge a person you’re trying to be with, like a stock that you’re wanting to buy or sell. I felt it was his choice to not feel and to be what he was. I fell in love with that part of him that’s great and was willing to accept the other that needed change.There was nothing I could do and me being in his life, unfortunately did not serve it’s purpose.

Dear Trader,

I hope you find yourself and I know you will. I still want nothing more but for you to find happiness in yourself because you should know you have a good heart. It’s a matter of choice and change is inevitable. Accept and embrace it, as long as you’re growing to be better. Reassess what really is important to you. I will always be around as someone you can lean on no matter what and above all .. Be happy. Au revoir!

much love and always -bm