Nothing but a memory that haunts.. and you linger like Cancer ..

Like a tumor although benign, shows symptoms of an illness that consumes my every being.

Slowly … Absence.. to believe what is not seen with the eye will eventually abandon your mind.

but you cannot deny what resides in your heart for with the soul it intertwines.

Hence, I must say;

I’m not one to leave words unsaid

but somehow, somewhere along the way I must have fell.

Possibly still.

Most probably but with no intentions.

I was.. with your brain

with your hunger for excellence.

the way you speak, the calmness of your voice.

In a way, with you I felt safe.

But you are not you or who at least who I think you were.

At the moment you are someone else or maybe I was just too blinded by the thought that you could possibly be.