Nice to finally meet you, again..

You’ve been the source of my hope

and the light that has helped me through the darkness.

I have caught a glimpse of you a few times,

but you always seem to never stay.

For a moment I thought;

You were something I’d have to always give away..

I always knew you were a part of me,

and within myself, I found a version of you there…

I thought that’s where you’d stay forever but that version grew into it’s own…

I learned that I’d have to let it go, if I were to continue to grow.

For a moment, I didn’t feel you, it’s like you left cold..

I was mad you weren’t there when I needed you the most…

Through the years, I learned that you have always stayed

I was just so consumed with the pain, closed off because I felt ashamed.

I deserve you or so I thought

You’ve resurfaced, I see..

It was when I stopped the search.

I only had to trust and you emerged.

You’ve brought back a gift for me to keep

to have faith in you and I shall receive.

Sincerely,

My love